before the training, i felt that it is gonna be another tiring day but at least i can improve on my skills, service and stamina. of course, become a better doubles player. after warming up, we spilt into our groups- b or c division, singles or doubles. we had 3 coaches that came. mr gan and ms ng came too. because hilda did not come , mr gan asked michelle to join wanjun in the doubles. so i paired with nisa. we practised our smashes, pushing and service. when we were practising the service, one of the coaches kept on scolding us for not serving well and when we served well, it was plain lucky and not because for the right angle or so. even if he scoldes us stupid, im ok with it. but i think that it must have a limit to it. the coach said that i served so badly that i don't even need to think about playing in any tournaments or competitions because i will NEVER play in any of them. later in the game, i had a number of good service and made a few mistakes. he didn't say anything when i had good service but when i made mistake, he said that i might as well not serve and just give the points to the opponent. at least I TRIED! later on, he praised the other players for having a nice service or improvement. but wat did i get? nothing else but scoldings. i fell down in the match and i admit that i was embarassingbut i told myself that it was ok.its just bruises and cuts... no big deal. i know that im the worst player among the sec 2s and mr gan and everyong thinks that too. thats why i always try to be punctual and do my best to improve and let ours notice my effort and my improvement. i never skip any trainings without a good excuse and i try to be serious in games. IM REALLY TRYING!!!